while we wait

we keep forgetting where we left off from.

since prehistory till post-history, we, the animal recorders,

have failed to learn from our encoded and decoded past.

faulty, guilty, lost, lustful, april fools and foes,

consuming each other in the race to milk time's impalpable lactating titty.

drawling eyes and aching backs,

grieving in complex equations

the natural chaos all possessing.

hopefully computers won't be as messed up as their programmers.